Man, my head really hurts.
Something is wrong with me, moreso than usual. I’ve been in a really bizarre frame of mind for the last couple of days, and in addition to that, I’ve had a blinding headache for three days straight now. And I’m feeling generally disoriented and slow and stupid, and when I get home from work, for the last two nights I’ve gone straight to bed and slept for like a zillion hours, waking up only briefly in the middle of the night sometime before going back to sleep. And then I wake up and I’m still exhausted.
I don’t know what it’s all about but I’m going to the doctor this afternoon to have my head checked out. In fact, when I called this morning and talked to Leslie, the cool receptionist, I asked if I could be seen today and she asked what I needed to be seen for and I was like “um, something’s wrong with my head.” And she laughed. But it’s true and I’m mildly worried about it.
Maybe it’s just a stress-related migraine. But three days? I don’t know enough about it to know if that’s what’s going on. My mom thinks it might be an inner-ear thing. I don’t really know. I just don’t.
Let’s hope I don’t have a sparrow nesting in my head.
Oh, and I apologize for anything I’ve written in emails or comments or said aloud in the last few days that has made no fuckin’ sense. I’m finding that it’s kind of out of my control at the moment.